another circle

While speaking to my best friend last night i came to a realization.

i lived my life.

i was fearful and distant of relationships.

i craved simplicity and travel.

In the quest for the latter i stopped working on myself.

i failed at one important relationship.

Through the process of this i found the simplicity i was looking for and realized that relationships are very important for me.

In the pursuit of these, i dropped the simplicity i had acquired in my life.

Now i turn to reacquire this simplicity, but realize i MUST NOT lose site of the big picture. i can not push relations away. This attempt must be all inclusive.

Don’t forget. You do not want to repeat.

Perhaps i can sculpt this into a story. i just wanted to jot it down.

~ by oneopenbook on September 2, 2009.